9:43 PM / Thursday, December 28, 2006
past few days have been kinda weird
somewhat motivated
somewhat trying to catch up with myself
somewhat trying to catch up with my friends & FOES (really!)
somewhat irritated
maybe i am, really just a lil tired
maybe i just missed you a lot
maybe i kinda felt a little happy that someone actually
and unexpectedly respect my choice in life
maybe i felt a bit being cared about
or maybe i was wrong about myself
maybe i cared for about what others think
maybe i just need to digest other people's opinion
maybe i am beginning to listen with an open mind
maybe i felt a little overwhelmed
maybe i felt i need some term they called 'acceptance'
maybe its no longer a taboo
but definitely it meant something
or maybe i'm just overly confused?
maybe it isn't anything complicated, to begin with
and
maybe
just maybe
i thought, that little remark didn't anger me
it started with awkwardness of course
but then again, it triggered me with all these;
how much it made me understand myself more
how incredibly emotional i am
and how much everything i have now means to me
seeing u in less than another 2 hrs makes me feel happy
it haven't been a very bad day at all u know
then again, maybe i was really just, mentally exhausted
i need to offer u my strength in helping you carry those shopping goodies
in exchange, perhaps u could listen to my rantings?
love u, baby ((:
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