4:32 AM / Wednesday, January 24, 2007
felt so alone, but so uncomfortable with many around
feel so physically tired, but i can't sleep
feel like crying so much, but there weren't any tears
tried to keep my spirits up, but it got overwhelmed by more downs
most of all,
i miss u, and u're not here with me
at any event, i haven't been facing with the truth
i hate this, everything now
i didn't know why did it take me so long to step out of this state of denial
i kept telling myself, "everything is going to be ok"
the fact is, it definitely is not
i hate, being taken for granted
i hate, neglecting ur presence
i hate, the feeling of missing u
(and cant' do much about it)
my eyes are heavy
i nd to SHUT myself up
your links here !
