2:07 PM / Saturday, September 08, 2007
honestly, i do not know why
but recent past few days has been much more of 'downs'
as compared to my usual 'ups'
let's neglect some of my financial crisis for a lil while
but i find there's more to it
maybe its e couple of bad dreams i've had
maybe it's sad thoughts that are playing in my mind
bad memories of someone no longer around.
non stop.
and it aches
to a certain stage, the vanilla coke
(the candies & lollies cheered me up quite a lil)
but soon after when the taste fades
the random thoughts returns
(I MISS my MUMMY)
aren't we tired at times?
like as tired as i am now
tired that we need to face thoughts
we need to consider all the time
everything with a cause of action
cause of action, the effect and aftermath
isn't it weird that random thoughts never tend to leave u alone
even when you are only by yourself
they tend to be next to you
churning some ideas outta nothing
as in building castles in the sky
undenyingly, i am fucken tired
after so many unanonymous random thoughts initiation
it's likely those that's making my lethargic as i am today
so tired that i think i need to stop
stop thinking. for a lil while
probably try to concentrate on something else
(the loss of dear pavoritti)
analysing very closely (i hope)
i prolly don't have any specific problem in mind
but loads of hobbies left unattended
my stikfas and lego hv been left untouched
my books that was hidden elsewhere was not read
the animes that were long overdue
my lomo cam experiments
here i am whining like a jumpy kid
bleaaaagghhhhs
honestly;
i just think i nd someone to babysit me
((:
would u?
everything i blogged are all the random things playing in my mind now
and the ones in (RED) are the randoms while i'm random thinking
every single fucken detail is a random
FUCK RANDOM
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