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:: sturbie ::

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2:26 AM / Tuesday, September 04, 2007

guru asked a question "would you answer the call of your desire or the call of your expectation?"
whoa.
and so i asked for his answer,
all he answered was "i already chosen, the latter..."
hahaks. then i thought of Lamb. lols
weirds
well to be fair, i'm not to judge
and i'd secretly share with you...
i seriously tink when ceo chose me
i don't think it's either of the 2 choices
i was just a plain lucky chap
lols. ok tt is quite sad!!!
watdafcuk

after spending numerous days in the conference poor
1/ with poor ventilation
2/ zero music
3/ lousy lighting lux level
4/ numerous distractions
5/ a loaned scale ruler
6/ a almost battery flat calculator
7/ chunks of teeny scaled drawings
my eyes are spared from torture
finally finished up the whole lot of taking off wit credits to wk&stone

however;
nearing to weekends are rather bothersome
especially you've got entertainment after work hours to go
especially you've got invites to some drinking sessions cum bbq
especially when you've got flea marker straight on blissful sunday
especially you've got visitors(which u hardly spend time with)
especially when your age is catching up and u're freakin lethargic
and especially when u hv less time wit the "CEO"

as we spent our then last minute entertainment session
fri nite happy hour (or so yuppies called it) was spent @ a sleazy pub in duxton hill
reason being it's sleazy would be it has a line up of pino ladies
well of cos not tt i am not at all interested in them
and i strongly feel they share the same sentiments as well
*hiacks
but their presence are rather uncomfortable
it was a rather strategic move they switched to r&b
cos boss tried dancing too and he sucked
but we all saw and witnessed
so i concluded that it was the eventful item of tt nite
i went home in a pretty good shape
only to be gossiped the next morning that the taxi driver that drove me home told the rest of my colleaks bishan used to be quite a sucky area to live in
not exactly a gossip but i'd appreciate him telling to my face
kps!

so saturday nite, was another session of beering;
yes....AGAIN
tis time it's beer mixed wit bbq session
met some really nice adults there
especially photo enthusiast steve *something*;
which has some gd knowledge on LOMOs
*yay!

sun was supposed to be resting
but had to be ceo's labour for her flea
it's the 2nd day but the sale was better towards the end
and i had beer; again
tis time Erdinger
good & bitter; iced cold ((:
lolx. just nice
i tink i nd to get rid of tt tummy of mine

along the eventful sessions;
i know i hurt your feelings;
said somethings i have hidden deep inside me
got it off my chest; by in a very least expected situation
and for that long time
we spoke of many things,
maybe in you'd say any manner of repetitions & such
singing a different verse but all the same chorus
we talk and try to adjust our differences
pushing us a lil closer, i'd hope?
yes you may say for tis is one of the thousand times we're trying
but i'd rather US not give up trying
hold on, shall we?
cos all i see ahead of me is just you & me
and don't think i'm not grateful
i really am.
and i'm not pushing you to accept
i shall give u time, like promised
signing off wit my new korean name;
haey-bee