12:00 AM / Tuesday, October 30, 2007
to date, this is post number 103
and i wouldn't believe that this day i'd be blogging about this
i'd admit my deafeat
pulled out the white flag
and beg for your forgiveness even if means going down on my knees
for the past 2 weeks
i have been getting all uncomfortable vibes
maybe when u are alone
u seem to think more,
or more of the less accurate
(that i'd wish)
sometimes u learn a lesson when least expected
sometimes learnt how u tend to take things for granted
sometimes u wish a rewind button really do exist
after all;
if it's really a judgment day for me
i guess i would have been dead, gone hell and back
you can say i am over reacting
you can beg to differ that this is only how i treated u previously
maybe the insecurities is somewhat 'nothing compared to you'
maybe it's fucking silly of me crying over THIS nothing
maybe it's stupidly lame that i think you don't love me anymore
or have i been thinking too highly of myself
i do believe when you said i am the only one indispensable to you
i thought,' i might..."
i love it when u told me that you cared,
and perhaps u are the only one that did
and meant it
so continue doing that, will you?
please?
everything has a reason
but reason changes.
it's breaks me that i feel i'm no longer the reason in your life
how long do u have to put me thru this?
i'm running out of breath to hold on
i miss you, being you
your links here !