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12:30 AM / Wednesday, November 21, 2007
maybe i shd dedicate tis to Ms J (me ex colleak)anyways, just to announce here that ms j has finally decided to stop bloggin for good
reason being? she finds it something superficial
ahhh wells.
to a certain extent; yes
who'd not want to be honest to friends that come reading
who'd not selectively post some happenings that worth the 'read' or brag
who'd not want to be discreet about some stuff
who'd not want to criticize, curse and swear at anything they are angry at
guilt conscious?
image conscious?
mixed emotions of the aftermath of posting an entry
i secretly wish i can keep a diary i'd keep
that i can rant all i want
wish all i want
brag all i want
and be totally honest, for once
be it yourself, other half, ur friends, ur thoughts and your sentiments
i have this weird discovery about myself today
apparently, i subconsciously let site matters affect my mood today
and when someone triggered the question that initiates to the 'blood vomitting' incidents earlier today
i blow my top and was cursing my life away
eg. in a sentence made up of 10 words, 11 consist vulgarity
YIKES!
anger management lessons for me might help at situation like these
peace peace peace
chill chill chill
i nd to be clear headed at times like these~
sometimes we've got to look more than just the surface
i'm feeling the pressure
so, what can i say?
and all of a sudden
it seems so difficult to open up
i wish those bad vibes can stop controlling my judgement
press the 'stop' button and they'd stop...
fix me a 'stop' button then
cos i dun have one
ONCE AND FOR ALL
stop the negative thoughts and prove that i'm wrong
btw
i blog whatever i want
and i dun direct them to anyone in particular
if u have a fucking question ASK ME
and
thank you.
ending the blog contemplating to hide another blog somewhere
your links here !