4:28 AM / Wednesday, November 07, 2007
whilst i am doing minor face booking cum tracking my project progress
(at the wee hours of a rainy wednesday morning)
i am updating randomly here
and sad to announce that i am beginning to feel tired
of blogging
and this post feels more of a lil personal social obligation
to constantly to remind me to blog my happy events
(if any)
however;
it seems that i'd had numerous bad and lousy encounters for the past few days
(let's regard that the last pay day was the happiest event, above all)
i don't seem that i can blog about it
cos it doesn't relate to anything interesting at all
all there was from me were rants, rants and more kao pei(s)
and as if, it is going to end soon
i have my big share of being the listener
and negligible share of the whiner
which is somewhat creating slight imbalance in me
one can be not satisfied,
but when aronee DISsatisfied
that's when trouble happens
apparently, i'm fulled with dissatisfaction
am i actually in this sorta dilemma, i wonder?
or is it the rants that is eventually overtaking my emotional intelligence
what happened to "go with the flow...."
i wonder
i got woke up at 3 am, being told it was already 8am
2 and half hours later, i am still sitting here
eyes wide open in pitch dark
with many current affairs running on me head
creating a nuisance that i can't sleep
is this insomnia?
or a long after effect if the boost marathon since friday nite?
so tired
thats all i can say
for now
but it won't be the tiredness that you would understand
or, wouldn't you?
your links here !