1:33 AM / Monday, December 17, 2007
quit asking me silly questions, please?
if this is not enough torturous for u
it is for me
when u wanna leave
just leave
somethings are true true true
and it couldn't be more obvious
YES YES YES
you could have been happier
could have been living more comfortable
could have met someone more 'intellectual'
could have been with someone more 'dependable'
could have been with who's more 'responsible'
someone who spends much more time
someone who's not so boring
someone who's presentable
someone you can bring home
someone that you can show to your new anonymous friends
someone that you can declare that u are 'in relationship' with
someone that 'listens'
someone that 'cares'
someone that doesn't act 'sensitive' unnecessarily
someone less 'troublesome'
seems like i'm a just pity
while i thought i worked hard enough
and then one day,
i thought u said it was probably never that one thing i do made u happy
everything now seem so superficial
and for the very first time
i almost didn't know how to approach u
u seem so distant, so much like someone anonymous lying next to me
cold. and reserved.
but u didn't know how much it hurts, did you?
since confrontation
i've been finding myself tearing out of nowhere
hurts, and i can't tell u why
your links here !