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6:02 PM / Tuesday, August 12, 2008

well, i'm actually left with no other options
but to blog here
one loserish person even had her tag board removed for god's sake
apparently she had guts to write and diss others openly on her blog session
yet when i called and confronted to question, she hung up on me
just what the fuck is this?
okay, so i'm not worth her that few 20cents of her hard earned money
yet i'm so worthy of your time spilling every inch of your own assumptions for?
this is even more contradicting, no?

anyway, YOU
for one that cowardly hanging up phone really shows your personality
honestly, i was facing you like an adult yet you slammed down the phone
for a fact you can big mouth to the whole world with your childish and brainless statements
you can make all in the world crude remarks about the life of lesbians based on your idiotic sacarsm which hurts other people's feeling (which one or 2 may the ones that you want them to be still called you friend?) Seriously, you're making me laugh!
yet i'm much more shock that sounded like a mouse over the phone
if there's nothing wrong, don't slam down the phone
talk to me like how 'interesting' and bold you wrote in your blog
for two i couldn't understand how does hating one means spreading the hate around,
are you okay? it's like you have this ugly fat cancer in your body spreading bitchy cells around from that wayang make up face to those poisionous words
for three don't go 'oh-cos-you -are-her-girlfriend' statements, it's the LAMEST thing i heard
for four, even if people have money is their god damn problem
On the contrary, it sounded more like you are jealous rather than you are just casually gossiping
for five, i felt that there shouldn't be anyone more ill -mannered and terrible upbringing than you
but still, i don't blame your family. Cos i don't go beat around the bush and speak ill of one's parents
i don't think you even heard of anything called KARMA, i believe?
with a mouth like yours, i don't believe you'd go anywhere further in life
stop treating as if this world is build up of you and your 'true' friends
your much talk about life are just built on your own perceptions of an ideal life but it only potrays how immature and materialistic you can get
bcos of some money and your few missed calls of the holy-ass queen as you claimed to be, you turned a friend into an enemy
and bring a full aqquaintances into part of your boring blog gossip
just how shallow can you get?
there are alot of ways to getting attention
and by going that direction are getting you to nowhere land
you're just tagging yourself how much you're worth
and how low can you get as a person
if you can bitch about someone you know for some time
i worry for your Bunny friends and others whom you now say you trusted
oh but for fuck i care

BY THE WAY, let's stop this seriousness a lil while
now that you already start calling names and sounded ridiculous etc
let me name you a few things that many others around you would want to say to you but might not have the guts to
i don't mind listing them as long as they are TRUE and not just some so-called gossips to like how you did just fill in an entry in your pathetic blog. Lolx

1) you have terrible sense of dressing, you know! even during the most normal days, your made every single cloth and tread on your body look miserable
2) honestly, you can kiss your own ass and call yourself a queen. no one would do that even if you were the breathing thing left on earth, LET ALONE LICK/KISS/TOUCH YOUR SMELLY ONE TOE
3) yes, people are fat but you are too just that you forgotten to look at the mirror every single time. Baba is so under-rated. Fat is the word. Don't hide. Accept.
4) Next word you'd gotta accept of yourself is that you are so NOT not ugly. Please. You have a weird sense of humour, especially you said you hated fat and ugly. I mean, look at yourself. Ask 10 and probably 20 bystanders would agree to that addition too. if you can't count basic maths, that amount to 30 out of 10! Lolx.
5) You should be hating yourself quite a lot i reckon, cos that 3-inch thick makeup doesn't seem to cover the pimples you said you hated
6) I don't buy the story that any guy would want your number. that's why i guess places which are dark enough should be getting u more suitors? anyway, one time fuck desperates lurks everywhere. By throwing yourself with these undersized and overdressed attire only make u more eligible. it's just a matter of how cheap you can get
7) oh don't talk about silly offspring please. at the rate you're going, you're bound to be contributing anything worse than silly offsprings to the society.
8) You said you hope to retain friendship with some people? Oh please spare me those details seriously. no one really treated you as a real friend. so stop thinking too highly of yourself. We're just being nice all these while to not reject you
9) You said you want me to introduce some industry people to you. I'm glad that i had big handful potential people and totally declined you. Can't imagine what trouble i might land myself in
10) Stop looking down on people. Whatever people choose in their life and career path are their choices. So you don't having any fucking right to comment about them. It's never your right and I don't think I need to add anymore vulgarity to get that fact into your head

Actually, i don't feel at all embarrassed of my choice in life
it's my life
so just who the fuck are you to make such remarks about me
I mean i called to ask you
But you hang up on me
My tag board's here
Feel free to tag, with simple answers
of course, sarcasm are not welcomed
cos it's a waste of virtual space, altho it's free
(yes, it's just that meaningless!)

and the only thing that embarass me is that i get acquainted to you
your false pretenses, back stabbing totally put off even a guy, what more a potential friend
please.
there's more to life than YOU and YOURSELF
have you humiliated yourself enough?